Sounds of BedemFest!

So as you all know I started a story about BedemFest. I told you big things, but small things are the best and I left them for this article.
First day was little stressed I had to admit. I found my self in another country, in town I didn`t knew. But the crew was great! First I met Jovana, local reporter and a great girl and Nikola, student that is big fan of dogs and a great soul. They were our company for the time of festival. We filled time with chating while I was waiting for guys from Xander&TheKeys. They came at first day of festival and perform on second night.

After we setlled down in hotel we were invite on lunch where we met Peter again, after 3 months no see. We really didn`t have anything to worry about as Jovana and Nikola was all the time with us, and we had taxi driver that was always somewhere around just for us. First night was for relaxing and enjoying. The big ceremony with Military orchestra of Montenegro on spearhead of procession walked through town to Bedem fortress and then the party has started....

Bedem fortress was reserved for ElectroStage, honestly I was there once and that was on our last day in Nikšić and last of festival. Great atmosfere and great DJ`s.
Peter has built wooden stairs with his volunteers so we could walked from fortress directly to big field with main stage.

Before I even start with last year`s line up I must emphasize that BedemFest has a Camp. Yes!! A camp! Not just camp, a play zone too. With darts, table soccer and so on...
Hey a camp! I was so sorry I didn`t took my tent and settle in it.
On the entrance of Camp, there is Lost and Found counter so you don`t have to worry if you lose something, you will defenetly found it there. Even if you lose yourself. Ha ha

So.. BedemFest.. If you like rock (all type), metal, reggae, electro, funk, punk, irish music... well all that you could find here. Most of bands were from this Balkan region (Montenegro, Serbia, Croatia) but also there were Xander&TheKeys from UK and Alex Kelman from far far land called Russia.
Mr. Albino is one of the bands from Croatia. They performed on HGF (demo festival in Croatia) and won a first place and ticket to 6th BedemFest. Great guys! There is lots of other really, really good bands but I would rather talk about croatian diva Josipa Lisac. The crowd went crazy when she came on stage. And a big guy as Marčelo.... I grew up listening to his music and its was a great pleasure to listen him live.

As I came as part of Xander&TheKeys I got accreditation and was privilaged to be in backstage. So imagine you have a chance to met a diva like Josipa, or singer whose music you grew up with. Amazing!

I`m not usually fan of irish music but OMG !! Irish Stew of Sindidun, is the best irish (irish folk-rock) band I have ever heard. They are from Serbia, and they are well known. And chills I`ve got from sound of Nemanja`s violin are unforgetable.

As this article got so far, I`ll wrote another one about places as restaurants, lakes and bars we had visited during the day. About true energy of BedemFest and  about few more people. 

Still I didn`t write about all performers but that is really big number, so I wrote about bands I liked.

Whole line up of last year`s festival can be found on BedemFest FB page. 

All colored letters are links of bands and performers, so check it out ;) 

Article on croatian: Click here!

Izgubila sam anđela...

Sjećam se kad je tek stigla... Moja mala princeza. Nitko nije bio sretniji od mene.
Trćkarala je kućom, sva znatiželjna i piškila je svuda od sreće ili straha.. hah
Slučajno sam vidila njenu sliku na fejsu podijeljenu u apelu da ju netko udomi. Znala sam da mora bit moja. Nešto božanstvo u njenoj njuškici me privuklo na prvu.
Uvijek je bila nemirna, noćima mi nije dala spavat, a da ne pričam o tome kako mi je sve izgrizla.

Herra, Herra Lux zapravo. Herra majka svih bogova grčke mitologije. Samo ime ju je opisivalo. Bila je moćna, posebnog držanja i zamislite, sunce ju je obožavalo.  Njena pruga preko leđa postajala je zlatna na suncu, bila je pravi mali anđeo.
Obožavala se sunčati.

Herra mi je bila pravi oslonac. Udomila sam ju kad mi je bilo najteže. Odmah smo se povezale. Njen karakter bio je kao i moj. Prkosan.
Voljela me, znam da je... Suosjećala je samnom. Tješila me i uveseljavala, bila mi je najbolji prijatelj, moja ljubav.

Imale smo predivnih trenutaka zajedno. Zajedno smo voljele i kišu i blato i snijeg i sunce....
Bila je pametna i više od tog... lukava je bila. Znala je kako me osvojiti.
Njen lavež bio je moćan,  nitko nije bio glasniji od nje, a bila je tako mlada. A njen cvilež bio je nešto najtužnije što sam ikad čula.

Iako sam mnogo vremena provodila odvojeno od nje, svaki put nakon dužeg perijoda kad bi  se vidjele imale bi susret kakav ni titani nemaju.
Herra... i plakala je samnom,  nije me tješila. Znala je....

Ne želim pisati o tom kako sam ju izgubila, onog tko je kriv snaći će sudbina. Ali najbolnije od svega je to što znam da sam i ja kriva. Sve to odvilo se pred mojim očima, bila sam s njom do njenog zadnjeg trenutka.. Pitam se kako cu spavat noćima.
Žao mi je svakog tko je ikad izgubio svog psa, koliko god mu značio.
Žao mi je što nikom nije značila kao i meni. Što nitko nije imao to što sam ja imala s njom. Žao mi je onih koji ne shvaćaju tu ljubav, kao i tu bol. Žao mi je svakog trenutka kojeg nisam provela s njom, kao i svakog onog kada sam bila zločesta prema njoj.
Ali koliko god ja vikala na nju i grdila ju, ona je uvijek dolazila meni sa svom svojom ljubavlju.
Žao mi je što je nema, žao mi je što je neće biti.....
Moj mali anđeo....
Rasla je samnom i ja sam rasla s njom.
Izgubila sam drage ljude, al tu bol ne mogu ni usporedit s ovom...

Tugu koju osjećam ništa ne može utješiti.  Mog anđela ništa i nitko ne može zamijeniti...
Svjesna sam da više nikad neću biti u stanju vezati se za ijednog psa kao za nju. Svjesna sam da mi je značila mnogo. Mnogo više nego što sam mislila.  Isto tako nadam se da sam joj barem te zadnje trenutke učinila manje bolnim....

  

Želim poručiti svima koji osjećaju ljubav prema životinjama da ih pazite i mazite i volite...
Pružite im svu svoju ljubav, jer oni to iskreno cijene. I jesu, bolju su od ljudi,  poštuju vas i vole više...

Njihova ljubav nema granice....

BedemFest - Montenegro!!!

I started my trip in Zagreb at 9:30p.m. Bus. Great bus. Great drivers. If drivers wasn`t so nice I would be lost.
My first stop was Mostar - Bosnia. Great city with amazing bridge that have stories about vampires, couples and moust important- jumppers which are locals and people all around world.
I slept most of the trip to there, what else would I do. I had an hour time in Mostar which I spend drinking coffee with great drivers who drove me on another part of city to get on my second bus.
And I`ve MADE IT!!!

Again - great drivers. And lots of informations about anything i wanted to know.
On border with Montenegro we stayed longer cause I was again talking with officers about Nikšić and taking chance to take crazy selfies with their hats. Ha Ha
 As we were approaching Nikšić there was a stunning view. Lake, Salt Lake. With many small islands. There is  few more lakes near Nikšič thet are stunning too!

Nikšić !! Finaly, after 16 hours long trip! BUT, it was nice trip!!

One of the drivers offered me to drove me to hotel. Hey what a nice person - Jovan, great guy! There it was - ONOGOŠT hotel ( which is also one of old names of Nikšić). Stunning building. Hotel was opened just becouse us. Us that were part of BedemFest. Which is also reason why I came here.

I came as part of Xander&TheKeys (great band from UK), actualy as their guest.

BEDEMFEST. Petar Šundić is main person to blaim for this beautiful festival. This year will be 7th  BedemFest  he is organising. The main quote for 6th festival was "Peace brother, peace" (Mir brate, mir). Peace is everything! Peter's main goal is to unite all people in peace regardless their religion, skin color or nationality. How dedicated Peter is to achive his goal tells the National reward for volunteering last year. He is person to admire, to bow, to congrat!!

BedemFest  is milticultural, non-comercial and non-profit event. There is lots of local volunters and bands that are helping Peter, too. Big thing is that most bands which are performing are not taking any fee for their gigs. Also there is many other little things why BedemFest is autentic and special, but my advice for you is to go there so you can experience it.

Bedem is old fortress above city Nikšić. Festival is being held on fortress and under it on big field. Peter has his hands in renovating fortress, too. I know, what an amaaaaazing person! He is also trying to show importance of cultural heritage. As that is realy worth of admire.

Nikšić is a city in north-central of country under the Trebjese hills. City with special energy. All people I've met was nice, friendly and generous. All you have to do is ask and you will get all answers and help you need. Nikšić is an hour drive from Podgorica - capital city, where is airport too. And hour more from beautiful coast.

In next few articles I will write about this year`s festival, bands, restorants, lakes, heritage, people and lots of other things about BedemFest.
For now, there is two links in article in blue color that will take you on BedemFest's web page and Facebook page. Also the red one that will take to band's Facebook page.

If you have any questions you can send me email or msg me on Facebook.

Cheers! :)

My "life" in England

Perfect life. I had it.
I had perfect job, perfect friends, perfect man... Everything was perfect. People were great. Amazing.
I loved everything. I fall in love with every little thing.
I had chance to have great singing career, big company.. maybe a permanent life there.


Yes I HAD wishes, dreams, all that little "I want" things...


I was always defending everything related with England...everything...
Once my friend asked me am I kidding?! Talking about great people with the best manners. And I said no. Ohh I was so blind.
Actually I`ll be so ashame when I will have to tell her I was wrong and she was right.

I had fears. But my big dreams was grater then that fears.
I believed.. In people. In dreams. In chances.
I believed there would be  better for me...

But... I was wrong.....

I hate their weather. I couldn`t stand to be there for a week with all that rain and wind.
I`m not surprised people are so dark and evil there. Even their history is full of evil.
I cannot say everyone are like that, but...almost hahah

All people have two faces.. You HAVE to be aware of that.
One that`s great and nice and polite, and other that is dark and (excuse me) full of shit.
I was recommending England as country with great chances and opportunities but.. I can`t  stand behind that anymore...
I believed in fantasy. I lived in fantasy.
But I know better now.
I know my life has no path there anymore. I know my chances are somewhere else, far from there...

But whereever you go, you have to have someone close. Someone whos other side of face is not so evil.

Make your dreams come true, your wishes, all that "I want" things, your fantasies... Make them come true whereever you are ;)
Cherish your dreams, live them.. and life will bring you your path and happiness...
Live your life with love, love yourself, so every your decision can be right and honest...

Cheers :)

Pamet u glavu...

Sljedeće poglavlje... što bi značilo da sam ovo zatvorila! I jesam!!
 Imala sam super trenutaka u životu, fakat jesam, al  nekad vas život tako jako ošamari da stanete na minutu i razmišljate odakle sad ovo!?! Uvijek sam se uzdala u ljude, to nam je svima u prirodi, ali ima takvih papaka u životu koji nalete samo na one koji uživaju u tuđoj nevolji.
Sigurna sam da znate takve! Smiju vam se iza leđa, postavljaju vam nogu, nikad ne pitaju kako ste itd...
Ima jedna Maureen koja je igrala loto, to jest, igrala ga je na dva mjesta, dva različita lota, i pogodila obje kombinacije! ALI!!! Pogodila ih je na pogrešnim listićima! Pa kako?!
Karma! Ma mora da je karma! Dam se kladit da je draga Maureen nakon tog igrala loto ko luda, ali nitko ju nikad više nije spomenuo, pa sigurno nije ništa dobila!
Dam se kladit i da je Maureen bila neka vrsta gadure! Pa ju je život ošamario pa joj se vratilo. Desi se to s vremenom!
Čemu to sve?!
Pa ovako, krene te u životu, na svim poljima, super ti je, veseo si, život je lijep bla bla... I odjednom BAM! ŠAMAR! Od nikud, hallooo! Ko kad Radivoja pogodi meteor. Ali nije ista stvar, Radivoju je super, njega meteori i dalje gađaju i nikad mu ništa nije.
Maureen je sigurno poludila na kraju...

Hoću reći da nije sve tako bajno, nikad nije. Al treba bit pametan, uvijek imati rezervu, neki back up plan koji će vas tresnut po drugoj strani kad primite šamar. Vjerujem da ima puno onih koji sve trpe i trpe jer misle da će im bit bolje jednog dana. Pa pogodite kaj?! NEĆE! Morate se znat izboriti za sebe, pa makar i postali jedni od onih koji se svima smiju i uživaju u tuđoj nesreći. Makar se našli u situaciji da ne znate kako i kamo dalje, upravo u tom trenutku trebate se dić kao feniks iz pepela i vrištat iz sveg glasa. Da, ispast ćete budala, al ćete se osjećat bolje! Valjda!

Nisu svi prijatelji - prijatelji! A opet nisu sva čudovišta - čudovišta!
Nije teško skužit ko je kakav, a ako uživate u nečijoj pozornosti ne znači da je on/ona sve dobro na ovom svijetu.

Nemojte bit naivni, nemojte bit ko svi, vodite se time! Razmislite dva puta, tri puta ako treba, samo nemojte da vas život iznenada ošamari i pazite se karme, nema veće gadure. Ako ste dobri prema njoj bit će i ona prema vama.

-pamet u glavu, a među noge što uleti- rekla bi moja nona

Cheers :)

Pogodio me meteor!

Kažu da su Bosanci najtvrdoglaviji ljudi na svijetu... Kako i ne bi? "Gospona" Radivoja meteor je pogodio šest puta... HEJ šest puta!!! I je istina je, svi kameni analizirani ne potijeću sa Zemlje! Svijet mu se smijao kad su Ameri napisali članak o njemu. Pazi naslova... "Zašto vanzemljaki mrze Radivoja"!
Zašto to spominjem? Pa, koliko god Radivoja meteora pogodi, on i dalje hoda uspravno. Nije bitno dal će ga opet pogoditi, pa ako je preživio šest puta, vjerojatno će preživiti još toliko!

Nisam jedna od onih koja čvrsto stoji kod svoje odluke. Uvijek mi se desi da imam mali milion ideja i prilika. Problem je prvenstveno u tome što ne znam što je najbolje. Uvijek odaberem krivo, a ne može čovjek sve odabrat!

Kad stvari krenu svojim tokom, nešto iskrsne i počnem se nječkati oko sveg.

Pa, desilo se opet.. Vratilo se sve, zna to doć s vremena na vrijeme. Moraš stat i dobro razmislit o svemu. Zašto? Jer ako odlučiš krivo, ode sve...

Pogodio me meteor jednom, preživjela sam! Pogodio me opet, preživjela sam i to! I opet i opet!
Evo pogodio me sad i još jedan, ovaj je bio najveći do sad... Ošamutio me, zbunio... Šta sad?! Što ako me udari još jednom...
Ionako sam sva zbunjena. A i naivna. Je li u tome stvar? Pogodio me meteor jer sam naivna? Jer iako me pogodio toliko puta ja i dalje hodam uspravno. Opet cu popušit migrenu zbog tog hahhahaa

Radivoja nije strah opet izaći van! Bi li mene trebalo bit strah? Što ako donesem odluku nakon što me pogodio meteor i onda iznenada udari me još jedan i to bude kraj? Pa zašto ima toliko meteora?

Dobro, budimo realni, nije nikakav meteor u pitanju! U pitanju su životni događaji koji dođu iz vedra neba.

Pogode te i onda staneš i razmišljaš ima li u budućnosti šanse da sve bude OK.

Pa vidit ćemo. Ako je Radivoj preživio, preživit ću i ja ! :)